Monday, 26 November 2007

friends

Friends occupy significant parts of our lives and they have crucial function in our decision-making process. You can trust your friends and you rely on their support and advices. A good friend is able to make your life better. That's why it's very heartbreaking when you disappoint them.

I have or maybe I used to have a very good friend. We went to the same secondary school, we were classmates and we have been roommates in a dorm for 4 years. I thought she's my best friend. After secondary school, we were of the same opinion that we want to keep in touch with each other forever. But she didn't comply with her promise.

In the summer, I invited her and she took some days with me. I tried to organize exciting programs for her, I made her favourite meal, so I think I did my best. But she didn't invite me. I wasn't surprised because I knew she had to work hard and it was at the end of August. Since she haven't called me or written to me.
I have had attempts to contact her, I wrote several e-mails but she didn't answer. Once I called her and she said she was very tired and busy these days.
But I can't believe her. I can't believe that anybody doesn't have 5 minutes for her alleged 'best friend'. Sometimes I feel I'm an idiot because I always write letters to her in which I share my experiences and feelings with her. But I feel disappointment.
I've never thought that she's able to cease to be my friend.

3 comments:

Zsuzska said...

I could decode this post successfully by using Microsoft Words! :) I think you can find several friends in the university as well and a few of them can be your real best friend. Good luck! :)

Hrubos Bianka said...

Hello Barbi,
I really love these entries, amazing codes, nice characters. :-DD
I can only agree with your ideas, just keep go on like this!!
:-D
Bianka

Zsani said...

I think she didn't deserved your friendship. You are a kind and friendly girl so you can make new friends here in Pécs or elsewhere. :)